As I’ve eluded to earlier, strange happenings, including out of body experiences wasn’t anything new to me. The time at the hospital, however, was different. During my recovery, I was sleeping a lot. My physical body needed time to heal and regain strength, after enduring the enormous incision in my abdomen. My astral body however was busy – I had no problem going out (of my body that is) as I pleased. My recovery time aligning with the winter season provided an excellent opportunity of long nights. Everything changed, including my family life. Despite not being physically present I knew what our kids are doing as if I was there. I knew while asleep when it was snowing outside or what color of car just pulled up into the visitor parking. However, just looking around wasn’t my goal. I was trying for about two years to figure out what I saw, and finally after some time I did. Images, information — everything came to me in pieces. Sometimes I even doubted my own sanity – was the information I receiving even right? But one day, I took a look through some photos of space; specifically, pictures of galaxies, and as I glanced at a particular photo my body responded with a surge of electricity coursing through it. That photo was a picture of a twin galaxy and resembled that ‘peanut’ I saw in my travels. I was shaking; a voice boomed, “that’s your cosmic existence’.
My thoughts were going 1000km/h at that moment. What existence? And who is talking? Bit by bit I understood. This is what I’ve pieced together From my understanding there never was a big bang, only many small ones. And this process is continually going. Our Cosmic existence, or what is visible to us, is perceived as ever expanding. This is an illusion. Galaxies move around each other in groups, and those groups move around larger mega groups and finally circle around some, unknown to me, centers. Whatever those unknown centers are, there are two of them, and they are on complete opposite ends. It appears that the galaxies move from one invisible center towards the opposite side. Their trajectories and the whole thing really, resembles, what I thought was the shape of a peanut, but maybe to others they would say the infinity symbol. They don’t move in a straight line, but rather an elliptical twist. I have the impression that this movement is within some sort of grid or net. It resembles to me spiders web with very fine treads that could be either of magnetic or electromagnetic structure. The whole “peanut” is sparkling and is surrounded with some form of thin halo.
I have no clue of its structure. It could be some sort of heliosphere like our solar system has. That sparkling that I’ve seen looks like birth of galaxies and has electricity written all over it. In that state that I had the privilege to see this process one spark might represent the birth of a galaxy and might seem short but on our human scale this takes billions of years. My understanding is that our cosmic existence always is. That process never started and never will stop. Just is. I think that’s why black holes exist. Many denounce their existence but there is something that in principles resemble what science calls black holes. Their purpose is to disassemble matter to the state it was before became matter or energy. It’s a vehicle that makes matter go back to place of origin.
Please do remember I am not an astrophysicist or scientist; I am only speculating based on the information that I did receive. This is being helped with dark particles. It’s nothing more (the particles) than particles going in “reverse”. To accomplish that they must move or go faster than the speed of light. Billions of times faster than the speed of light. The question here is; does light particles travel at the speed of light? Or is moving at the speed of light? Two different things. To me they appear moving on the wave of light or something else that is a wave. Possibly same is happening in black holes only faster and in reverse. It feels to me like black holes are our past. They collect cosmic dust that came out of them only to be blasted again from them only … billion years ago. You’ve heard me correctly. Sounds ridiculous and when that idea was introduced to me, I thought I was crazy. “Dust to dust” – I think you’ve heard that before. This whole process of galaxies appearing and then dissolving follow some strange form of cosmic pulse of unknown to me longevity. Now and then I was in some sort of study halls or something where there were others studying DNA and magnetic fields and sounds. Why did I mention this here? Because I know I am receiving some sort of help from there. I don’t understand how but I know I do. Many things about our galaxy and Solar system I know thanks to some sort of guidance from there. It’s sad that we don’t accept the fact that we are more complex.
There are more components in our body that are responsible for what we are. It’s not just bones and flesh, there is primary body residing inside our physical “temple”. We all have an impact on what processes and when will be present in our galaxy, our solar system and our physical bodies. More on that later. This whole peanut is the whole Cosmos where all cosmic experiences take place. There is nothing else up there. It’s not expanding and is suspended in something we call “Source”. It (the Source) has no basic elements and cannot be defined, ever. Shamans call it “Ocean”. It seems that there is no such thing as empty space. Some claim that this is a substance called ether or plasma. Whatever it is, appear to have property like fluid. It also appears that there are two types of it. One, is plasma that can absorb and carry electric charge, seems to be emitting or reflecting light. That second type appears to be black and transparent at the same time and is absorbing light. There are always two counterparts like; man – woman, night – day, and so on and this case is not an exception. I will recap one more time what I saw, and how it appears to me. There are two invisible centers around which all galaxies move. Lifespan of a galaxy in that cycle is not long, perhaps 1/10 – 1/8 of the length they travel in that peanut in the longest part from end to end. It appears like they slowly dissolve and, in the place where that happen another spark pops up then grows and dissolves. And this process goes on and on. Galaxies closer to the invisible center move around that center but not in a straight line. Rather on path resembling spiral. Outer layer does same except moves around one center and move towards the other center, around and back. Also, on path resembling twist or spiral. In that process I’ve noticed this whole thing is sparkling like glitter. How the galaxies move is decided in different realm. We can only observe their physical manifestation.
Our mainstream science is completely ignoring that fact yet, it is a place where everything is decided. What we are observing in physical realm are nearly effects and interactive relationship between elements. That relationship is developed there, in primary stage, before manifestation in our reality. Primary stage is a different energy field but belongs to the same physical realities. Astrophysicist can only observe effects how all the universal forces interact with each other. By observation they can draw conclusions or define relationships between involved elements in that cosmic dance. They call these relationships “universal laws”. All sciences study relationships between elements that way if they observe a specific behavior, they know what will or might come next. If something does not, they call it “anomalies”. There is no such thing like anomalies. All cosmic events are happening along some sort of meridians (magnetic), and the most peculiar features are magnetic nodes. They are similar to Earth’s magnetic nodes that are already mapped by some scientists. Galaxies form mega galaxies, and then regions of mega galaxies some call it “quadrants”. They include nebulas. Billions of regions form “teraxies”.
There are two “teraxies”. Northern and Southern. I am the one that came up with that name “teraxa”. I borrowed from “terabyte” and “galaxies”. Our Milky Way is in Northern Teraxa 2/3 distance from the invisible center. Each center appears to rotate in the opposite direction to each other at about 90-degree angle. Their shape resemble disk thicker in the middle curving down towards the edge. Like two Mentos, only more oval. It feels that there is a lot of static between galaxies and stars, and planets, and asteroids, and comets. Each time I examine this “peanut” more information is coming thru. Some of it might be pure imagination and wishful thinking, but some might be correct. Since I am not a scientist (real one) then I take that info as is. One of the puzzling information’s is that invisible grid with some strange web like strings. They exist all the way to the smallest particles possible. It looks like there is some sort of unknown to me or science pulse moving along these treads telling all particles how to behave. But there is more. In our Solar system Sun and all the planets are receiving some form of charge through poles and it’s different than Birkeland Currents. Sun is being fed with something thru north and south pole. It’s possible that it’s only through one of them because they seem different at each pole. Is it possible that there is somehow a connection to black holes? Since we already know about electrical filaments, perhaps there are also other filaments that we are not aware of yet.
They also might have some sort of electrical or electromagnetic properties that we don’t know about yet. Perhaps that’s where this black matter (that’s what we call) is hiding or traveling from black holes. One thing I am sure of. Black holes gather and disassemble particles or matter. Doing so, is storing them in such a way that they will come out of there about few billions of years ago.
I know I said that already but, in any way, I look at it, keeps coming back the same way. That sensation in my whole body is indicating that this is correct and there is a lab somewhere investigating that. They also concluded that in the lab. It’s getting weirder. Particles reaching speed of 1.4 – 1.6 speed of light don’t need any more energy to accelerate further. They act like “nonphysical” entities. I call them this way because science cannot measure them, see them or replicate them, and they absorb photons (light). Their structure changes and any obstacle in their way like magnetic field, magnetic lenses, sound waves (yes, they do travel through space but only some), light waves accelerate their speed. At some point they form vortex (?) and black hole is born. I am not a scientist; I am only throwing this at all of you hoping that someone will investigate this some more to prove or disprove these theories. It’s possible that black holes cannot be seen at all by our way of searching for them. Also, it might be possible that we can only detect residue or effects of their existence. If you find that’s nonsense, I am fine with it. I have no ability nor the resources to verify most of what is presented to me. More and more independent researchers are accepting the fact that black holes and particles are part of different form of state separating physical from “nothing”. Sadly “nothing” is also something.
Before I end this chapter, I received information that our Milky Way is much younger than we were told and there were some things happening in the “havens” that our ancestors observed few hundred years ago. One of them was my country man Copernicus. He wrote something about this and for some reason some of the pages in his manuscript were stolen. Many years ago, investigation was launched but came up with nothing. There are some suspicions who was behind it, but I will not elaborate on this subject here. Let others to do that. Before I will continue to the next chapter, I need to tell you something about time. We are convinced that time is moving only in one direction. It’s possible that it’s moving both directions (forward and backward). This is very controversial, but I am getting more and more suggestions that we should examine this phenomenon.
We know that we can capture “past” on camera as an image and look at it later. That image however is nothing more than electromagnetic pulse imprinted on film in a form of that image. It’s a bunch of dots (information) of different colors that we can look at it anytime we want in the “future”. Other examples are images of blasts of supernovas. These events took place a long time ago, yet we can see them now. Other known to everyone technology capturing past is Kirlian photography (aura photo). Kirlian noticed that he could capture missing part of a leaf on camera specially designed for that. This device was improved and could capture “future” as well. We don’t need to move backwards to see the past. We can move forward and witness what was happening in the past as if it was yesterday or, witness it right now. I hope I did not confuse you. I do understand this concept, but it is hard for me to use some sort of visual medium to explain it better. Time is a byproduct of space and can only exist in that relationship. In other words, time and space are “married” permanently. There is a lot more that I could say about Space, this is a fascinating subject. I will however leave this subject for now. There are others that are pioneering in this field and know this subject better than me. It’s sad however that the new discoveries are met with a lot of resistance from old scholars. We knew more about Space 1000 years ago than now and kept that knowledge in legends and stories. Thanks to those that figure it out.
Stefan Palczewski 